An Anne Boleyn verison

Yesterday a little before midnight ( jan 19th ), I finally got a text from my former best friend, a disturbing and very angry text saying: '' Get out of my life ''

I tried to ask a forgivness, explain, to settle etc...... I failed miserably He told me that I'm a manipulative but I didn't even realize and I really was? I wonder. Because he have a bordeline personality and dysphasia. Our different life and personality acted like an atomic bomb. He is right about staying out of our lives. Even though I have no crush anymore on him and all I wanted is to stay best friends. Oh well I lost him forever.

At first, we were really get along but we had our crisis, share our problems then until I had developped a crush on him. I told him several times to make sure he understood so he could tell me the truth clearly. Sadly, he told me that he is gay. I accepted but it was difficult to erase my crush. Finally after I broke our friendship over called my psy without my permission depsite he wanted to save me so my crush has been deleted. I was pissed off.

This whole thing got me realize of my verison Anne Boleyn, a woman manipulative, bad ego, aniexty and needy. Luckly, I have been changed since I lost him. Now I have anixety disorder and mild agoraphobia so I must work hard to reach my goal is to defeat them.

I accept his choice the fact I must stay out of his life. I want him be happy.

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